Something Forgotten: Happiness
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| Captured by me. See more on my Instagram: @pramitacucu |
Few months ago, I was at the point when I realized that I lost something. But I did not know what exactly it is.
I was doing my daily routines; go to college, eat, meet up with some friends, do several projects, teach my students, sleep, and repeat. My life was so flat. I looked into everything happened in my life. And I was wondering; why I felt this kind of feeling? What kind of activities I usually do so that I felt this way?
The main question goes to “Am I not Happy?”.I red many articles about happiness to find definite answer of “What is happiness especially to myself?”. At the moment I asked one of my friends who is a Psychology student. But I did not get definite answer. My life was still so flat.
Few days ago, I updated my photo profile on WhatsApp with a picture that I captured on my Instagram. It is about a quote about happiness: “My only goal in life right now is to be genuinely HAPPY.” I really love this quote! But then I think, am I happy?No, I amnot:(. I still feel flat. I realized that the picture only tells about the life goal, not the way how I find my happiness.
Several days later, I woke up early morning. There would be a meeting with my Public Relation Team of Lingkar Inspirasi UNJ at 8 a.m. I really miss them so much because we have not met for a month. Together we talked about each other’s life. Yeah I finally met them but I still felt lost instead.
When I was on my way to home, I thought out loud about it. Somehow I finally found the answer I have been looking for. I forgot to bring happiness on my pocket. I forgot that happiness is free. If you want to feel happy, just feel it! You do not need an exact reason to feel happy. Even if you have some problems you can feel happy as IF YOU WANT TO.
I want to feel happy. So that here I am writing about my Happiness Journey on my blog with a bunch of happiness in my soul:)
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